Depression sits in....
Darkness takes over, sadness fills within. The sensation of claws patter on my heart. So excruciating all I do is give in. I scream, but nothing seems to escape. Silence presents itself and I am happy to oblige, knowing there is no means of escaping this place. The nightmares pour out showing me all the things we used to have. digging deeper in my heart where my love for you used to occupy. Beautiful memories, but seeing then brings the razor to the vein. I’m left with blood stains, empty pill bottles and lies. I see no more hope, no more willing to breath. I take one more breath and it all come flooding through. Loving the rain for camouflaging those tears. Yearning for love, no one seems to suffice. I consume and consume, but nothing. You’ve scared me in and out. Only time will tell if the scares can fade and if I can ever love again.
(2012)
I officially got over this person and that day that person asks to hang out and for some reason I said yes and it came a time where I headed home and the was born.
