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I don’t know why I’m still here

By: Rafika Pahud

Are we supposed to create content to have some friends?
I don’t like how I have to pretend to be okay when I’m frankly not at all.
How long is this goddamn thing called life?
Is this some kinda cosmic joke for me to live and breathe and die in?
Am I just another Barbie doll to be played around with?
Can’t I just please live my life in tranquil peace or is that too much to ask for?
Fuck it all to the grave.
I gotta grow a pair of balls already.

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