We hold our words inside
To protect ourselves
To protect our pride
We fall in love with people
Whom we want to hide
We keep a vain sense
of mortality,
But do you see me clearly?
In the light of day,
I’d prefer the dark.
Can’t deny the unhealthy spark
Distorted visions
Selfless revisions
Proceed with prisicion
Endless self revisions
Difficult decision
If you knew what I did
Would you still love me
If you knew who I am
Would you believe me
I erase my past so you can
see what you want to see in me.
To love a toxic soul
Is to plead to not be whole
As loneliness feels the most free
I let you let go of me