Silence
Ringing in my ear
I don’t want to think listen or he
What day or year
Haven’t I been sad

Once I stumbled, full of defeat.
I could hear the rumbling, under m
I prayed to the heavens, I prayed
“I am not sure who I am, not sure
I was pained, warped, always unsur

The real life I live is in my hea
It’s the thoughts I have before I
I replay every conversation I've
Im not sure if that's good or bad.
I wish I could speak freely witho

The wave of darkness is coming
It’s strong this time
Pulsating through my veins
I feel pain
It crashes into my skull

Prologue -
(I kept walking, with my eyes glue
The sun hit my eyelids and rays of
Something was trying to escape.——
Moonlight– moon lit meadows,

I can feel the feeling
What’s that feeling
It’s tingling in my feet
Creeping through me
Surrounding me whole

The man with the black top hat, an
He came to my door, and shook my h
Said, fear is near, you must shed
You think this is bad, oh just wai
I let him in, poured him tea.

Its a universal paradox
Ties my stomach into knots
Negativity was brewed in thoughts
From the day I was born I thought
Im sorry if I brought you down

We never really consider
the time inbetween
The winter and the spring
The spring and the summer
The summer and the fall

We have this preconceptiom– that o
goal things will become infinite–
The world will be somehow ours.
The funny thing is– besides the ac
I’ve reached a goal or am reaching