I’ve had to let go a thousand time… Put the weight down off my shoulde… just to pick it up again. I saw the dreams I manifested fal… the lap of others.

I’m never comfortable, I’m always… Take me back to the beginning It will all be the same Step forward a bit, turn around It will all be the same

I lay in bed for hours, Sunrise, sunset. The weight of my body sinking into my bed. Imagining myself becoming -

Something was meant to be, A story was meant to be told. Relationships were meant to blosso… a life path was made to unfold. I disrupted fate,

Oh darling, you poor withered soul… Oh how life has taken its toll. Your emotions are widowed, your feelings a stray.. you can’t look in the mirror,

Made mistake. created disgrace, Disapproval upon your face. I have been so clouded by thought. Dug me way too deep.

The silence has become so loud. My head feels like it’s a balloon… All I hear is the phone ringing,… It replays like a broken stereo, a… You erased me, you decided to eras…

why do I feel so much? care so much? so in touch? “nice guys” finish last your kindness was a thing of the p…

I saw swirly lines And breathing walls I felt the world collapsing in on… Ive been taken to the end of time Realizing I want to be alone

I came here on accident, best acci… Isn’t it clever, how these memorie… A love so slim, it made my blood r… Could never ever begin, the pain t… Lies were your actions, the truth…

can beauty exist without pain can the rain-forest exist without the cries from the rain the novelty of remembering one’s n… is like a creature in the great te…

I open my eyes and I am awakening The sense of the truth and reality That I have no idea what’s going… The external world is beyond my re… The devil will always preach