I hate it that you’re gone
And now I’m all alone.
I hate it that my heart is broke
And has slowly turned to stone.
I hate it that I’m crying
And drowning in my tears.
I hate it that you’ve crushed my love
And left me with my fears.
I hate it that you said you cared
and wanted me forever.
I hate it that you ran away
And forever has become never
I hate it that the family
We said we’d start someday
Will always be a dream to me
And your forgotten memory.
I hate it that our wedding
Will never come to pass.
I hate it that hearing our wedding vows
Is now a dream long past.
I hate it that that tiny house,
Way out in the countryside
Is just an empty promise
You hid your lies behind.
I hate the tears I’m crying
I hate that I’m alone
I hate the fact that my prison
Feels more and more like home
I hate it the anger in my blood
I hate the fact you’re gone
I hate that when I saved you,
I myself began to fall.
I fell in love so hard and deep
I thought that it would last
But you took my fragile heart
And shattered it like glass
I hate it when the day is done
And night begins to creep
I lay myslef down and try to sleep
But one thing keeps me awake
I may hate what you did,
The silence you left behind
But I couldn’t hate you,
Even if I tried.