(2011)
#HurtingJumping;Standing;Suicide;
When you always get thrown away Just when you’re starting to feel… And you get tossed out like a bag… You start believing That you really are just trash
You’re so cold You’re so sharp You’re so smart So why is the light fading dark I love you the way you are
Music is life Music is love The air I breath My destiny All of these struggles
No matter what anyone says No matter what anyone does You will always have Someone who loves Your smile, your laugh
A handful of pills, and a silence… The weakening mind, and heart full… Throw my head back, choke and swal… My spirit is hurting and my heart… It’s too hard to follow, it’s so h…
I used to day dream all the time Of dying In place of someone else Because maybe Just maybe
She is the only light at the end o… Dark And dangerous path That I dwell on treading Yet
Let me tell you a story One you might recall quite well It’s one that I have never told I figure it’s time I finally tell When I was born
Sleeping in the shadows Where no light can find A break in these trees Where it may shine Sleeping in the shadows
I can see them out of the corners… I can feel them. I can hear them. They follow me. Watch me.
I like to be happy With general people I know right and wrong Good from evil I like to smile and laugh a lot
I’ve never wanted anything extrava… Of course, that in itself is selfi… Selfish as the way I’ve memorized… I’ve been thinking, and that’s not… It’s not that I’m stupid; just me…
Was love really made, meant for ev… Or is it a sacrifice, is it to giv… Is it to lose all hope, to live wi… But living without love; someone c… If the world was to spin, backtrac…
It’s like constant static in the b… Or a scratched up CD on repeat It’s a voice that is always there… Like parents arguing Over silly, trivial things
I’m so tired of trying so damn har… I can’t stand hating the person in… I’m so tired of fighting my battle… I’m so sick of always begging for… I’m so done with fake smiles and f…