Cloudy Horizon
I have plenty to say
And so many words to phrase with
Beauty is as it comes
Beauty is just a myth
People don’t realize how absorbing this world is
How big and how small
You could put it in your palm
Yet you can’t hold it at all
Nature is complex
Human nature even more so
I really wanted to stay
But i really should go
I’m not so heavy without the chains
But the chains held me down all the same
It really was a shame
How it all came to be this way
The world I live in is what I describe
Living and breathing in one single stride
I am a lone wolf
Therefore I cannot abide
If only the stars weren’t already dead
If only they shined and lit up my bed
Maybe then I could see outside of my head
The raw emotion is almost surreal
And the world around is anything but
Yet when I look to the ground
All is dust
Dust everywhere
Clouding up my horizon
Being blind doesn’t mean i can just sit and stare
I’m just waiting for the darkness to brighten
To turn to shade
I am what you’ve created
One and the same
And I wonder what’s to blame
Who, when, where
But that’s a completely different story
That I’d have to share
And I just don’t want to
Not right now
Not just yet
