She Stands
She stands
She’s in a fog of swirling blurrs of thoughts images, memories, feelings
Shes right in the core of everything that is humanity and beyond
She stands
She stands knowing
She wont move
Its all new to her
How fast everything moves
How much thee is to take in
All the colours
All the wonder
She stands feeling high
So high in the element that she knows
She knows the truth
She knows the universes secrets
At the same time she feels
She feels not just the poles of time
But the lonliness
The lonliness of knowingi
She stands she touches
She reaches out
Into the soft and beautiful mess
She doesnt move but she’s being moves
Throughout her mind
Throughout time
Throughout space
She stands
She hears
Hears not the best of noises
Not the pleasant feelings that are conneected to them
But she’s patient
Ready to know
The information
The information of the innocent at hand in that moment
Who needs here help
Dead or alive she knows they’re in distress
Because shes felt it
She’s heard it
And most of all
Most importantly
Most last
Last and not by any circumstances least
She has come to embrace the blood and truth and loss
She stands
She sees
The scars of broken hearts
The helplessness of other people
She’s strong
She’s not alone
She’s independent in what she does
Too many people know already
She takes in the sour cherries everyday
She’s not stupid
She’s a wise flower waiting to open
It’s only a matter of time before
Before thee screams of torchered souls
It’s only a mattter of time before the hauntings of insecurity and shadows of darker pasts invading her
It’s only a matter of time before the rain of emptiness and misunderstanding
Stops stops stops
She stands
She hears
She sees
She feels
She cries
She screams
She laughs
She hates
She loves
She hides
She bleeds
She lives
She dies
Over and over
It’s her job
It’s her loss
It’s her gain
Its her secret
It’s her truth
She stands
Oh how she stands
(2012)
