Sleep
Loss of words
With the beat pounding within my heart,
I focused on her for such a long time.
She was the meaning for my writing
And now I don’t even know what that is anymore.
I thought reconciling with my demons,
Would treat this narcotic state I am living in
But it only made it worse...
The darkness is steadily closing in
I cant find a single way to win
I thought seeing her smile once more
Was the route to a better life
But even that was a lie
And I’m left with another broken part
I thought she would feel the same
But I guess I was just the fool as I was before
I never did age or grow wiser,
More and more tatters within my parts
Or maybe more bottles emptied within my mind
Led me to an even more tired heart.
Maybe its time to sleep.
Be it as it may
