I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between

Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor

Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind

Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running

Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you

Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart

Lifeless & alone Lying in a winter field of white My frost bitten skin Glistening in the light Lifeless & alone

Dancing in the dark Between the river & the spark Afraid of the sun Of becoming undone Holding my fist in the air

You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred

Jumping in the sky When I’m in your arms I soar Diving into the Milky Way Trying to make the fear of love ok Flying over rooftops & seas

Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed

Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state

The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing

Irrational Fighting emotions Logical Fighting devotion Counting sheep