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Feeling lost & dazed right now in my life. I feel like everything's losing its joy in my life. A lot of what I used to love has become dull/purposeless.
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes
Head burning Heart yearning Brain churning Feet running Into the unknown
I listened but didn’t comprehend The meaning to my existence Is but an end To which there is no mean Gravitating towards starlight
Free falling in traverse Sight seeing the universe From the backseat of a hearse Trying to outrun Cain’s curse A flash of light
You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
Smiling while letting go Everything black has turned to sno… Digging to unearth buried feelings Searching for love everlasting In this world unabashedly
Asking if I’ll be ok While the music Continues to play Crying in the dark Somehow we lost
Grasping at pipe dreams Something good Is never what it seems Riding a wave of discontent The sting of doubt unrelenting
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Feel the need to dance away Feel the need to sail away Flying over tree tops My mind all in knots Feel the urgency to runaway
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between