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Feeling a multitude of emotions, that feel jumbled inside. So I thought I'd try to articulate it in a poem.
#Callous #Happy #Numb
Staring into blue Picturing myself with you Dancing in neon lights Drinking till the sun comes up Getting lost in a sea of lonely he…
Swimming in a sea of doubt, Overcoming life’s bout. Nothing ventured, nothing gained; Nothing’s gained without adversity…
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
Honey water Glistening on your skin Eyes of silver Shining from within Smiling sweet
Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence
Knowing how to feel What more is there to know? Knowing how to entertain What must I do to ascertain The feeble heart?
Gravitating towards your fire You’re my desire When I look at you I get inspired You make me want to feel You make me want to heal
Floating in a wave of obscurity My heart is a world of secrecy Giving my hopes to the wind Relinquishing my dreams for clarit… I never meant to hurt you
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
I Am wind I am fire I am earth I am water The in between
Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart
Flirting w/a monster Speaking words so sinister Amber eyes gleaming Until I wail screaming Finger painting in condiments
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat