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Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared