If only it was simple.......
Not really a poem, but more thoughts from inside I need to get out and share with the world!
When I close my eyes I see nothing but darkness
Then the storyline begins as I cross examine my own actions
The thoughts come from deep inside me, in the heart of my soul
They rip my self esteem and integrity as they announce
That I’m a bad person, rude and obnoxious,
I don’t deserve to be happy, have friends or a life.
They tell me that I’m nothing, non existent and inadequate
They question any positives and suffocate any such thoughts
The mind is a strange organ, it can be my worse enemy
It’s argumentative and bold, full of aires and confidence
It rules my head, it rules my heart,
my body and soul rots under it’s evil governess
I must learn to not be a slave to my mind,
to not listen to thoughts which are just that–
words that are constructed to create hatred against myself and my life.
If only it was simple.......
(2014)
