Cruel Fate Doing
the pain
Finally, it’s happening,
Silently I’m falling.
Your late replies started to give me tears.
While Your pretty smile, giving the butterflies,
From inside this recurring pain peers,
As i narrate it to these pretty fireflies.
I want to do better,
To be the best i can be
But I’m a nutter,
As the jealousy got the best of me.
They say Good things come to those who wait
But when you’re with someone, possessiveness becomes my trait.
Is it myself that caused me this anguish,
Without spilling the feelings i cherish.
Slowly you’re becoming my addiction,
Should keep to these thoughts a restriction
I’m living here, in an act of deception
Blaming myself without any limitation
Is it too late to apologizes?
For all the things I’ve done out of my sorrowness.
Is this the intertwined fate?
Showing me love’s unpleasantness.
I’m pushing you away, but you’re not going
I’m trying not to stay, but me– you’re pulling
You’re convincing and giving
The things i fear losing
Let me change and try to save both of us,
This is the cruel fate doing!
