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My Demon Inside Me Named Depression

I can’t control myself anymore.
 
Close my eyes and sleep.
Shake the fears away.
Take long deep breaths in and out.
Or think about anything positive.
 
My stomach burns...
Excruciating pain....
 
Feels like acid...
Vomiting...
 
It burns like hell...
 
My thoughts...
 
Is the poison that penetrates the soul
Stabbing through like venomous fangs
 
My eyes...
 
Is like an open book to you.
 
Revealing like a window pane of glass
Trailing the fallen tears trickling down like rain
 
My tears...
 
Fall down like an open wound
Stinging my flesh...
 
Leaving scars...
 
Isn’t that enough...
 
To prove my inner most pain?
 
The deadliest killer...
 
Is the monster inside me.
 
Starved for a broken soul
Waiting to devour me whole.
 
My body pleading in desperation...
My soul screaming for salvation...
My heart pounding for survival...
 
I am severely ill...
 
Psychologically and physically...
 
My throat burns like fire...
My stomach like a hollow pit.
 
I can’t breathe...
 
My heartbeat is in my ears...
 
Rest is not in my agenda...
 
I...
 
Am a threat to myself.
 
Will someone...
 
Anyone...
 
Find me quickly...
 
And pull me out of this deep ocean
That I’m sunk in...
 
Before I entirely...
 
Drown...

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