"Confused Love"
Throughout the fear
I’ve lived a happy life,
I’ve mesmerized the girls
w the poems that i write
my Words are truth
as if I would even try to lie...'
I hide behind the lines
of a enemy that id recognize
Self destructive
like a selfish beast,
you played your games
tables turn, others take your seat
you always recycled my heart
proclaimed you’re going green
to bad its in the trash
with all you’re memories of me
I look in the mirror
to find a dark creature,
I look to find love
but I never meet her
My hearts broken
so deep I feel it hurt....
throughout my words
i’m on the verge of it being worse
You saw me happy
but we couldn’t last...
always dying slow
w the love that I used to have,
a knife to the chest
even though I’d have you’re back
Pictures of you and I together
at the circus with acrobats
I loved you more than life
does any of this suffice?
bending my back over
moving mountains to provide some light
always stuck in the dark
Now I know what I haven’t tried
moving on bye
With Apology’s that you left behind
I’m worth more
than a Heep of trash,
buried beneath the hate
in my grave lighting a match
I loved you like a wife
loyal like a boyfriend has...
to bad you mistreated the man
That you used to have
—VILT
