If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time

Devastating is the realization That I cannot simply fly away To a place where skies are not gre… Where there is an easier way Of getting through another day

Close you eyes And just pretend That you are somewhere else That you are someone else Someone who

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

If I had to wait Millions of years Unreasonable Serious Travesty

Stars fall To the ground 'Round your feet Universes Collapse

I like the way you greet me As though you’re waiting to meet m… Without the opportunity Of doing so discreetly You ought not to do

The rope is thin Burning your hands As you try to climb To the top You think

I care too much About people I barely know About people I’ve never met About people I will never forget I used to think

Trust Takes a long time To BUILD It takes seconds To distroy

Don’t ever tell me That I make you feel guilty You know I’d never try To make you feel guilty Am I supposed to feel guilty

Do you dream of me The way I dream about you? If they only knew... If you only knew! That life isn’t

If I was a stone falling from you… As you were holding on For dear life Would you reach out for me? If I were a tall

I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have

It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew