Stars fall To the ground 'Round your feet Universes Collapse

Eat the pumpkin Stupid parrot Stop mocking me And calling me names I hate playing those games

I still want everything To be perfect When nothing Can be perfect I keep wanting things

Wondering why history repeats, rep… Into a muddled mass That just comes back Haunting us all Calculating

Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right

Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew

I have seen some Superficial people Who come out and say Exactly what they want All the time knowing

I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have

The rope is thin Burning your hands As you try to climb To the top You think

If I was a stone falling from you… As you were holding on For dear life Would you reach out for me? If I were a tall

If you could see it in my eyes The subtle refusal Because it might not feel right to… Not at this moment Not at this point in time

Squeeze me tighter than tight Quietly seeking shelter Unlike the many nights I dreamed.… Each and every night Ending up the same way

Be honest with me And I’ll be honest with you Like I had intended to I always want to Be true