If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me

Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds

Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing

You swing on the trapeze With finesse With ease Not even the breeze Sways you

Dashed like salt Shaken from the shaker Sprinkled as a spice What did they say? Sugar and spice?

Honey mustard Paint me yellow Paint by numbers Two and three Never the right

It’s hard to explain The sudden change That I feel when the rain Soaks through Only if you knew

Trust Takes a long time To BUILD It takes seconds To distroy

How can something so right Be so wrong In so many ways? At the same time? Concurrent sentence

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

Lucky as you are Individuality is yours Voice your thoughts Even if only to yourself Integrity

I have seen some Superficial people Who come out and say Exactly what they want All the time knowing

Of all the girls Who throw themselves At you Daily Why did you

I find it hard not To just Run right over to You Not caring what

I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have