Sometimes I really wonder What the point is Of socialization I don’t feel comfortable Socializing

Squeeze me tighter than tight Quietly seeking shelter Unlike the many nights I dreamed.… Each and every night Ending up the same way

I like the way you greet me As though you’re waiting to meet m… Without the opportunity Of doing so discreetly You ought not to do

The rope is thin Burning your hands As you try to climb To the top You think

Lingering thoughts Sometimes overwhelm me I can’t even seem to Close my eyes Without seeing you

I am guilty Of wanting too much Out of life Of wanting it all Of wanting what I can’t have

If only it Were as easy As it is for everyone else Nobody is Talking to me

Wondering why history repeats, rep… Into a muddled mass That just comes back Haunting us all Calculating

I walk this stretch Most mornings The tall grass Still glistening with dew The tracks are wet

Close you eyes And just pretend That you are somewhere else That you are someone else Someone who

If you could climb To the tops of the mountains Swim in water fountains What would you yell At the stars?

Despite the lies I tell myself I know the truth Will always haunt me Like unsolved murders I lay awake thinking

It’s funny How I let my guard down Just ironically Periodically I contradict myself

Even when I wanted to run Straight for the hills I stayed here Taking my pills Pretending there are birds

When you think That I’m staring off into space I’m thinking About space itself How space and time interlock