(Manic musings)
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
