(2012)
#Pain #Sadness #Tears
My voice vibrates off the empty st… echoing in the night. The glow the street lamps illumina… the brick buildings centuries old Their character leaping from the s…
An escape from the pain Someplace soft to fall When the world knocks me down And the ground is hard. Decorated by the hearts
A little boy tugs at his mothers arm while she ignores him. Tears springing to his eyes he wonders why.
I loved my father He was a great man He was the worst of kind Sometimes he made me want to die Others he showed me how to shine
My ceiling is dreary The white paint Paled from the years Flaking and peeling I stare morbidly content
Stupid Boy I wish you could have seen How much you were loved Maybe if you had known... Things could have been different
Disappointment is everywhere I lo… It is in the faces of those I adm… And shown in their actions I wish I could fix everything All the hurt feelings
Time ceases to exist Vanishing from my mind As my worries cry All the things I can’t control Throwing me back
We wrap ourselves in bubbles The numbness keeping us safe From the pain we hide from Silence filling gaping holes In our hearts as we try to forget
Night has fallen Once again Leaving me alone With my thoughts Their incessant prattle
I’m wide awake The night still young My mind refusing To take the chains off To let me escape
The blank page stares back at me Mocking me with his taunting glare… The hands on the clock ticking - t… chanting, “Failure, failure, failu… My mind is frozen. I’m blank.
The radiant crescent moon illumina… Transforming the clear azure water… The gentle evening breeze sending… I stand above my reflection, watch… A stranger stares back at me, her…
I’m exhausted No fight left My lids so heavy Rocks mark my eyes No tears left
Memories flood through my head Drowning me once again Days turn to years But the suffering never ends Memories resurfacing