I’m covered in the ashes of you
I’m pulling out my hair
My arms are bruised
And there’s blood on my palms
But I’m drowning in a bottle of w

I’m sitting in my car
My iPod is on shuffle
Every song I’ve ever loved has no
And every song somehow has reminde
A small piece or a bad memory

If I lay my heart out on the tabl
And spill all that I have to say
I could get hurt and I know you w
If I lay my heart out on the tabl
We would never be the same

A lust for living
Filled with shame and cash
Judged for the future and judged f
Walked the streets around her, but
Now she’s a dancer, finally earnin

There are so many things that peop
They only judge you based on what
They don’t know what you’ve been t
They only care about how they can
Any room and feel superior

This was our couple name, although
We walked on the beach at midnight
While the police chased us down be
We drove for a while and just talk
I said mine was messed up but you

Is anybody out there?
Why are you all hiding from me?
Have I done something in a past l
To make me feel so lost?
Do I deserve what I’ve been faced

Realize what I once told myself
Vowed I’d never live in self doub
But thats what’s circulating me
My shadow lurking following me
I realized that I took an oath

There never really was an us
We never let it get that far
Somewhere along the way
What once seemed like a promising
Turned into lust

I always thought after high school
I am different
But I thought it would be better
Better than this everlasting lonel
Better than this pain I feel ever