Today I lit a $20 bill on fire
I held the lighter close to my fac
I cupped my hands to block the win
He stood behind me and brushed my
Pulling it behind my ear

My mind is heavy
It’s hard to fight
I’m forever denying feeling like s
I’m trying so hard
But I’m sinking in this ship

While you hold her in your arms,
I’m at home holding a bottle of pi
While you tell her how important s
My father is telling me I am usel
While you’re smiling into her eyes

Empty words suppress my mind
No rhyme or reason and every time
They think I’m joking or I don’t
But I’m not a rock and I am doing
I can take it all on as what it is

Nights will fill my sinful head wi
My soul has a craving for darkness
And I’m ready to bite
There are colors aluminating off m
The glow of the moonlight hitting

I’ve never really understood what
To find that person and within a m
You just know they are different,
You share the same views and inter
Not knowing this person

All these poems about love
They don’t mean a thing without yo
Your eyes were dangerous and your
Face was calm as I held you
I knew I couldn’t have you,

Sometimes I feel like I’m Jim Mo
His poetic words just suit my soul
Sometimes I feel like I’m just li
Some days I feel like dressing in
As the sun reflects from my eyes

I need to speak to you
I need to get something off my che
But I’m terrified of your respons
But I’m terrified of not knowing
Maybe I should’ve said it months

Bars on my heart and bars on my so
Not allowed to ever show
How I feel or how I want to feel
A prison in my own body
I don’t understand