You asked today why I feel the ne
I shrugged it off and replied with
You pointed at the cigarette betwe
You said my soul was turning black
I laughed at that because you shou

I want to escape this fucked up pl
People call me morbid
But then they only care about the
Isn’t there something wrong with t
Apparently I’m the only one who s

My inspiration comes from my burni
Though long journeys chasing sunri
At peace with the stars that are d
And these drives will lead me to a
Road that I have not been down be

I often find it hard to write,
My thoughts seem to only come at n
An empty vessel my mind seems to b
My soul is numb too frequently
I often find calmness in being alo

I’m dropping out
And everyone thinks this is me
Throwing my life away
But I know something that they do
I’m finally focusing on me

Lips like poison
Your vows take over me
I shiver at the touch of your hand
So innocent and young and full of
Your day will come

You blew me off for the last time
I’m not going to wait around forev
I’ll find myself wrapped up in som
And maybe then you’ll finally real
I was the best thing that could ev

I’ve learned that it’s extremely h
You can’t change minds that aren’t
And you can’t make people believe
When it comes down to it people be
And there actions will reflect on

I wish sadness was the book you ca
It would weigh you down but all yo
Sadness doesn’t go away that easil
It is like that book in a way thou
You see, there are good days and b

There never really was an us
We never let it get that far
Somewhere along the way
What once seemed like a promising
Turned into lust