Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone

Only here to serve More to me than you can see Hideaway with me Survivor of life Survived your confused feelings

Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end

Underneath your smile The flower to my garden A new seed of life

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style

A master of none A follower where none won Movement two survive

Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live

Colder in her storm Life screams again, no laughter Rotting vanity

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Memories linger One’s past doesn’t define one Shallow grave awaits

Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie

Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death