i want to cry and count all your f… decorate your face with stickers a… then maybe you could hold me and w… do you think?

my bones scream to escape this ski… to tear through my flesh and force… then to let them dangle by their p… my teeth are too big to share this… and my tongue is too large to fit…

“i hope they don’t turn out like y… and yeah, i think, that’s about ri… i hope they don’t either.

i water the roses and i shear thei… because what is beauty without adm… what is anything at all if you can…

when the ash settles down and you… wild and dancing, you see blackeni… you see the ending of it all and i… the way it dances and beckons you… the way you wish it would.

staying alive is the most terrifyi…

part 1: horror i loved her, but oh my god, it was so, so bad. we were the campfire stories in th… that was us, and that’s what we st…

sometimes i wonder what god is. she’s the gentle hand and the draw… those flash floods and the never e… she lays the bricks and then turns… they tell me,

if i loved you less maybe i could sleep through the ni…

i love you, so hurt me. ‘cause that’s how love works, right? make me cry,

i feel your words in my bones, and… you’ve got me shaking, you’ve got… you ever think about the fact that… i do, every goddamn day. you came into the world with a ven…

“do you still think i’m pretty?” i… mascara running down my face, lips…

“be thankful to god for bringing y… god had no part in what i became o… he was a callous bystander, a watc… he watched me cry and then drowned… god watched me start wars and lose…

i am scared of you now, of this stranger who has taken you… those familiar eyes now watch me,… your loose hold now tight and the… this beast of grief has eaten you…

always a victor, always a fucker. always a loser, always a fucked. so it goes. so it burns.