An ultimate secret, It consumes you, It destroys you from the inside ou… Like a cancer, It spells your doom,
You ruined me, My heart, My mind, Me, I am not the same,
I see you in the mirror sometimes, I find you lurking in the shadows, You are so sad sometimes, I feel you all around me, I know… I feel the desire to be who you on…
Can you hear that, Does any one hear it, It’s deafening, How can you not hear it, It’s terrible,
Something that take your smiles aw… Something that gives you only tear… Something that eats you alive, Something that destroys your mind, Something that stops your heart,
Do you ever get that feeling deep down inside your gut that feels like someone is ripping you apart from the inside. No one can see it, but you feel it deep. It’s so unbearable at times...
I am not ashamed of who I used to… I don’t try to hide who I am, I am not ashamed of my scars, I love my scars, They are who I am,
I was happy, So happy, I thought everything was perfect, You were my world, I loved you and cared for you with…
My face against the window pane, All the tears that i have cried, They fall from the black clouds th… I’m screaming inside to ease the p… I’m freaking inside to hide the pa…
I hear it from all directions, I see the looks, I see the smiles, I hear the whispers, I feel the want seeping from your…
Don’t say it, Ever, Never say it again, I don’t care, I don’t want to hear it,
The past, It lingers in my mind daily, Morning and night, It invaded every thought, Destroying any peace and joy that…
I want to cry, I want to scream it loud, I want to fight, But my heart has been broken one t… I want to be somewhere I know tha…
A long time ago I finally stopped… for monsters, Because I began to realize that t… They were inside me, All the monsters that I was afrai…
Even though your are one of the bi… I am hurting today, You are my everything, You are what brought me out of the… I met you and you turned my world…