June 28, 2023
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…