June 28, 2023
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
