June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me