June 14th, 2023 Am I grasping at straws I've placed myself?
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
