June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
