June 16th, 2023 A viscous cycle
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…