August 21, 2023 It’s been some time...
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave