August 21, 2023 It’s been some time...
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
