August 21, 2023 It’s been some time...
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
