July 13th, 2023
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day?
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?