June 16th, 2023 A viscous cycle
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier