June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
