June 17th, 2023
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still