(Confessed)

After long day of staring at progress
My mind feels numb and worn over
Like a dry, dusty, frayed covering
Barely shielding my consciousness from the hidden desires beneath it
Like a ratty blanket no longer serviceable
It fails to cover up the leaves of grass of my own dark soil
Driving home thoughts of you keep coming unbidden to my mind
I remember the day I first saw you sitting there with your friends
I remember how you caught my eye from across the room so appealing
Sure there were many there with pleasing wrappers longing to be taken
They might have even sparked my interest if I had a mind to give it
I am sure all of them were capable of holding my attention for a little while at least
But there was just something about you something drawing me in something I could not resist nor did I want to
From the very first day I saw you I could not stop thinking about you
Even when busy or having fun you were still there in the corners of my mind
The minute I let my guard down the desire for you would pounce on me demanding my attention
After a couple weeks of this I gave in and asked my friends about you
I heard that you could be found at the local gas station
I never had the nerve to go and see you I often thought about it though
Which brings us back to today
I would like to think it was just the long day at work
Perhaps the yearning to feel something different
I would even settle for admitting it was the desired rush that would come from holding you
But a part of me knows even if all those wants were absent I still could not say no to you
No matter how much I denied it I needed you
So there I was with a full tank of gas my compass feeling anything but moral
Parked there at the local gas station and eyeing you through the window
Trying to fight the urge to go inside and failing miserably
Succumbing by the second to my desire for you until anxiously I walked inside
That was until my eyes met yours
Playing it cool I smiled walking over to you
Lingering just a bit to let you know I was interested
I knew I should not be there you knew it too
But we ignored the warning the label society placed on what we wanted to do
I wasn’t surprised when you slid across the counter agreeing to come home with me
It was a short drive to my place
You enjoyed the music on the radio and the intimate proximity of your surroundings
Pulling up the driveway both of us anxious for what would come next
We barely fought the urge not to wait
When I finally unlocked the door we went inside
Regaining our composure I left you in the living room watching TV
I went into the kitchen to fix us a drink
I knew we would have quite a few hours before anyone came home
Enough time to enjoy you thoroughly and enough time to tidy up
With drink in hand I went into the living room
Not really feeling like listening to the chatter on the TV we decided to go out on the back deck to relax
On the way there I teasingly patted your bottom
Enjoying the alcohol it didn’t take very long for you to slide out of your wrapper
Even out here in the country I was a little nervous about anyone paying a surprise visit
All my worries drifted away though once I traced my fingers across your perfectly shaped neck
My firm yet delicate strokes aligning with the curve of your perfect body
With the perfect sigh of your perfect breath my own lips tasting perfection
Before long your pristine look gave way to the fire burning within
We knew what we were doing was wrong but we did not care
I proceeded to deal with you firmly like a guiltless convict devouring you and breathing in your sweet scent
Before you knew it you were spent I had inhaled all of you leaving nothing left
The light in your head going dim you could no longer breathe
Realizing your broken state you did not care
My sweet lips you decided a wonderful way to go kissing your last breath of life
You never would have guessed your first time would be so sweet or that it would be your last
Holding you in my hand I flicked the last remnants of your cherry to the ground before letting out a long exhale
Carrying you to the bathroom I proceeded to flush you the object of my secret obsession down the toilet before taking a shower and carefully removing your scent

We all have them... I am just admitting mine... with passion ;)

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Cory Garcia
over 5 years

"!" do tell :D

Cory Garcia
over 5 years

to die upon the lips of the object of your affection... to be breathed in so completely... what a way to go

Lostsoulshiloh
over 5 years

A unique love story, well wriiten! However, you just made me eat a box of Hot Tamale candies so I wouldn't feel like I owed them tribute as well :) * I am writing this with chipmunk cheeks*

Patricia May Neiderer
over 5 years

as if one would long (want) to be a smoke!?
the bitter sweet of itor if a smoke could long to have you smoke it!! :)

Cory Garcia
over 5 years

Thanks!!!

lowercasemmmmmm
over 5 years

brilliant work,really intelligent and deceptive

Melancholy Daydreams
over 5 years

Lol I'm on my cell that's the problem I guess when I charge my laptop it'll be the first thing I do

Cory Garcia
over 5 years

;) Maybe your pc is trying to tell you you cannot keep up with me hahaUnder the persons image is a link that says follow me... just click it :)It acts a little funny on cell phones sometimes...

Melancholy Daydreams
over 5 years

Yes! Also I'm trying to follow you but I cannot for the life of me figure it out

Cory Garcia
over 5 years

I am a fan of yours as well... here is to PASSION... may it carry us from our first breath to our last and may we savor every moment :)

Melancholy Daydreams
over 5 years

Your passion is wonderful I am such a fan

Cory Garcia
over 5 years

;) Thank you... thats priceless!It was a lot of fun to write...
I was asked to write a about a cigarette... I could have written it several different ways but my Passion demanded that I write it this way... so much fun!!!

Melancholy Daydreams
over 5 years

For a second I was confused then I realized what you were talking about. The wording is wonderful and the sheer cleverness of the design is wonderful. Great work!

Richard Walker
almost 6 years

Thank you I'm glad you like my work, there is much more to come.........

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Read through some of your work... VERY cool!!! I'm a fan now :) Glad you joined the site

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Lol! Another fun one to write

Richard Walker
almost 6 years

A clever journey to an unexpected ending

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Thanks brother!

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Good answer..That will make my victory that much sweeter... ;)

Elizabeth Stone
almost 6 years

Not a chance

Danny MF'n Stone
almost 6 years

Haha! That's awesome, very clever!

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Lol... thanks Quil!

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

;)So are you ready to admit I am the better writer...

Elizabeth Stone
almost 6 years

I'm glad my challenge got you to do that.

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

Thanks brother!This one was a challenge for me to write. A testing of my voices limitations. The other method as easy as breathing and this method left me feeling...I hear you... it definitely felt like a REAL untapped part of my voice came out on this one.Its an awesome experience to have writers you admire welcome the testing of your voice with such encouragement.Thanks again

Quil
almost 6 years

wow, nicely put. I can relate in my own way lol

james matthew coleman
almost 6 years

That's what I'm talking about!... your depth and layers thing is really cool, but this is real. Agreeing with Elizabeth on this one.

Cory Garcia
almost 6 years

This one was definitely out of my comfort zone...I think I might have to confess more often ;)

Elizabeth Stone
almost 6 years

Yessss, this is lovely

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