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My confidence is increasing ; my insecurities are decreasing. Then why am I still worried or thinking about situations dealing with others? Maybe it’s because I’ve never received real closure. Closure is when proper communication has occurred and the why about the situation has been answered. In my case, I never find out why and it doesn’t sit well with me. I feel I’m not necessarily worried about anything except my role & status. There’s no way I can be a persons 2nd, or 1st if they have rebounds. I would like to know if I would be holding any of these positions that I do not accept or approve of. I don’t think any of these people are any more or less than me. I am secure with the person I am becoming. Sometimes I just feel lost in myself trying to understand how others perceive me. How others perceive me shouldn’t matter, but what about when it’s a person you care about? The opinion becomes more serious as well as personal. Why do people opinions matter when your own opinion doesn’t? Why do I care more than others? Why am I more considerate than others? Why do I take loyalty, commitment, honesty, & respect so seriously? I wish I could hide my thoughts and feelings, but I can’t be fake. So how do I adapt without being untrue to myself? How do I protect me, my feelings, my thoughts, my ego, all the thing that is essential for happiness?
#Therapy #Real #Passion
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