I Hurt, by Cotrice Thomas | poems, essays, and short stories in Poeticous

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Cotrice Thomas

I Hurt

So much pain in me yet still I try, let it be clear that I’m hurt but wipe my tears when I cry, cus I don’t wanna be weak, won’t show no signs of defeat, cus I been hurting all my life I never knew of no peace, but why do people lie? Did honesty just die? It hurts when you know the truth but they don’t tell it when your eye to eye, what is left for me to do? What else should I believe? How will trust be rebuilt with out some consistency? I hurt but yet I still give a hundred percent, all the love respect and loyalty, where have it went? How you pose to defend yourself when you left in the dark? Let people play with they mind while they play with your heart, why can’t I be the only one they want and adore? Why can’t I be the only one they let they mind explore? Why can’t I feel secure? Why can’t our love be pure? Why everytime they round an ex or something, I feel unsure. But I hurt because I know I’m being realer than ever, and I hurt because I felt and believed in forever. & I hurt because I’m scared of what the future may hold, cus feelings could come back even if they are old.

#Venting #Thoughts #Therapy #RealReal

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