To be honest, I am a very out spoken woman
I love to speak my mind, and I will express my thoughts to anyone
But for you, it’s different
I feel as if I can’t say what I want to say
I feel as if I have to hold back my thoughts and emotions
I feel as if I am trapped in some way
I feel that if I were to speak my mind, you wouldn’t agree; or understand
Does that mean I am pretending to be something that I am most certainly not?
How did it even come to this?
Are we so “out of touch” sometimes that I have resulted to this?
We can’t we just come to a consensus and hear each other out?
How can I be me, without being me?
I guess for now, we shall see
I have to pretend like everything is fine, when it’s not
I feel that I have to be like that so you don’t think I’m having an “episode”
I feel that you think I’m “freaking out” when I am simply just angry
Why can I not be angry?
Don’t normal people be angry?
I am doing everything in my power to be normal, so why can I not get the same respect?
Just because I am angry, doesn’t mean that my anxiety is getting to me