Right now, I am that girl that suffers from depression, anxiety and bipolar-ism
She takes medication to feel normal and she hates it
What I like to consider is, who will I be in the future?
And how long will it be until I am this person?
Will I be the girl that was happy and a party girl?
Will I be the girl who is the same right now?
Will my life still be full of pills, pain and uncertainty?
Or will I be the girl who is totally different?
I want to be that girl
I want a clean slate
What do I have to do to be that girl?
I want to be her so badly, but I do not know where to start
Hopefully something very soon shows me the way
Who will I be?