meant to be solo
Solo
Maybe I’m so different, I was meant to be alone
roll solo like a gangster –Al Capone.
&maybe being lonely ain’t all that bad
when I walk alone, I don’t feel so sad
&actually I wish, I was more than alone
I wish I was far from this place labeled home
where I didnt know any1 & my story was my own
in my brain, I wish, that I was far away
breathing air that i have never smelt
In a place I didn’t know
I WISH that I was far away, from this place,
Called “home”
I wasn’t meant to be here, I swear,
I was meant to be alone
but I was so scared of being lonley,
all wrapped up in how I felt
I started thinking that
i had to be, Like everybody else
& loneliness consumed me
instead of just loving myself
I started giving a f***,about how everyone else felt
so desperate for love, that I couldnt see
the only love I needed, was from god damn me!
I forgot how peaceful I felt,
walking down the street
Not having to answer, to anybody,
knowing no one gives a f***,
about where I am
Doing what I WANT, making MY OWN plans
Being my own person, and not giving a damn
I tried to be different -
but alones Who I am
