My Beautiful ( adopted) sister
finding you after 26 years
iv been missing something for all of my life,
all this time I have suffered,
and I’ve never known why,
I know I’ve been lonely,
iv cried and iv cried,
surrounded by people,
suicide on my mind.
I look a lot stronger on the outside,
by my souls beat up,
like a battered ass wife.
what goes on in my head,
becomes dark marks on my eyes.
iv always missed something,
I just never knew why.
because I wasn’t missing something,
I was missing you.
26 and empty,
I wondered what I missed, or who?
iv always felt you somewhere,
I just didn’t know it’s you,
so fuck it - if its creepy,
iv loved you this whole time,
we were separated– so you could be successful,
so you could have a better life.
We all have hills we need to climb,
and problems we go through,
but I hope that every time I cried,
I took some pain from you.
Every time I suffered,
I hope your dreams came true.
Id take all of the pain,
so long as your complete,
my resilience is endless,
you mean so much to me.
All my life I’ve stayed up -
lost in my own mind,
just staring out the window,
trying to fix what’s left inside.
I always felt alone
BUT that was just my soul
telling me to find you,
so I could bring you home.
My sister was adopted at birth. I didn't know about her until I was 20 and spent 6 years looking for her. Finding her has been one of the most fulfilling parts of my life, she is absolutely the most beautifuly souled person I have ever met
